I wrote a post !!!

To Ailz: Training was ok.. I actually had to conduct a "proper" try-out session. man! I'm FRUSTRATED!

To everyone: I actually had an epiphany.. a moment of total clarity during the session

LOL... Nah.. nah.. just kidding
but I did ponder over a question that Ailz had asked me before.. She wrote me an email.. and I quote.. "Did the kids drive u nuts? Man..i duno how u do it. I'll just be like...man..u guys are crap anyway..what's the point LOL"
U kno what.. when I got this email 3 weeks ago... I thought.. hm.. the girls I had at the start of LAST season was similar.. (well, maybe a lil bit better..) but they got so good in the end, which made me really happy :) meaning at least I'm doing SOMETHING right...
So I started off THIS season thinking positively..
But now (3 or 4 weeks later).... mannnnn... this is really frustrating...
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u know what.. i'm too frustrated that I dont even want to continue writing this post

Maybe things will get better...
Maybe it's just some sort of "delayed effect"
Man.. i sure hope so...