Me, Myself, and I - That You Don't YET Know

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

I hate uni acc

I HATE UNI ACC!!!
It's freakin' hard!!! I hate it! I despise it! I wanna get away from it! But I can't... Well, I can, but if I drop it this year, I'm gonna have to do it in my first year uni anyway... So what's the whole point of dropping it if I'm gonna have to face that evil dreadful thing again ???
Maybe it's just the whole point of not being ready to do it... I mean, for example, with maths... I never had trouble with it before... I was actually flying through maths... But then, when it got to the 'final year' of maths, and I was still in yr 11... it got pretty hard... I found it really hard to cope with it... in some cases that is... some chapters
Same with acc... I've never had any trouble with doing acc before... but now, facing the uni ones... it's dreadful...
I always feel like I'm in heaven going to my unit 3 acc class after 1 session of private study, wrestling with the numbers and the horrible big blue book
In conclusion... I hate it

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Newsflash

Breaking news from inside my tummy: It's empty...

It's 8.10 pm and I haven't had my dinner yet, and not going to for the next 20 minutes or so
I'm freakin' hungry!!!
It's been 7 hours since I've had my last meal
I need fooooood...

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Did anything happen?

Deb... It didn't happen... Nothing happened...

Denial - The "No, didn't happen" stage
Anger/Resentment - The "Why me?" stage
Bargaining - The "If I keep my mouth shut, you’ll never ever mention it.. ever again" stage
Depression- The "OMG... It really happened" stage
Acceptance - The "I did *see* it" stage

And I'm in stage number one

Monday, March 21, 2005

Stupid Square

A stupid statement from a stupid person like me

A bus station is where a bus stops. A train station is where a train stops. On my desk I have a study/work station... What does this tell you ???

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Live Update

Another update from today:
I took some rest... Lied down for a while... and my whole body still hurts, my muscles are still sore

Conclusion:
CGS vs CGA; a perfect way to drain the energy out of your whole body

Retired

Just got back from a baddie game at school... and Yes, I still have to play regardless of whether it's sunday or any other day of the week for that matter
Gonna have a loooong warm shower soon. I know that it's against the water restriction regulations but.. I mean... people kinda deserve them after a long exhausting day of work or in my case, sport, which has definitely cramped up all my body muscles... Not forgetting all the brain work I had to do in creating tactics whilst hitting the shuttles at the same time

By the way, I'm officially retired from badminton
The season is finished, done, over, conclude, and whatever word you can find in the dictionary that has the same meaning
I'll probably still play once in a while when I'm in uni, not in a match sense, but just fooling around the courts... With some 'if's
a.) If I can find a friend that would love to play baddie with me
b.) if I'm not broke - coz i have to pay to use the courts in uni

Or... when I get called up next year to play again.. but this time in the CGA team (for ex members of the 1st teams)

Thinking of this makes me a little bit sad... but like they say... All good things must come to an end
At least I ended it with 2 victories out of the 3 matches I had today, and losing one match with a close call... only 2 points different
Feels good to beat a girl who's well known for her skills in baddie during her "glorious time" in the team... It definitely feels good to know I can beat the other APS captains so I don't make a fool out of myself as a two time captain... Otherwise I would be HUMILIATED hahaha... Talk about can't live up to expectations...
And of course I'm very happy with how I ended my APS season... Killed my opponent with a neeeaaaar perfect score

By the way... a quick overview of what happened on the courts today: The CGS girls beat the CGAs convincingly. CGS and CGA boys had close calls on their matches. But CGS won the overall... Yay! At least I can have some good moments as a captain, despite not winning the APS cup
Anyway... I really had a great team this year

Anyway... Tired... Exhausted... Need some hot shower and a nice rest whilst watching a movie
Then I gotta get my oral SAC preparation going *sigh*
Hmm.. just wondering whether I'll get my superannuation fund flowing into my bank accounts soon >:P

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Ouch!!!

Just got back from House Aths..... Fiuhh... That was bloody boring! For a second I thought that being at school was so much better than sitting on the stands for a bloody whole day.

By the way, I got injured today. I think I've sprained my wrist in a way that if I twist it in a certain way, it hurts. I was limping all the way back home coz my heel hurts like hell. And guess what... I wasn't in any of the house athletics events!

People would've thought that I limped because I got injured whilst playing sports (coz I was wearing my sports uniform). Truth is... My left sock has got a hole in it, right on the heel section, so there's a friction between my heel and my three and a half year old shoe whenever I walk
F.Y.I, I didn't have any idea that the sock's got a hole in it, it's not that I CHOOSE to wear them

I know that this entry is a bit pointless, but... who cares... no one ever hardly reads them anyway... except for one person that I know, who is dreading to see her so-called-"girlfriend"
Hahahahaha! I wanna laugh at her so bad coz she missed the one and only time that she could've seen the top button of her dress off :P

Monday, March 14, 2005

This sucks

Why can't unis let their students enjoy public holidays just like every other human beings on this island? This is such a bummer... They've pratically defeated the whole purpose of Long Weekend (...my long weekend...)

Saturday, March 12, 2005

Moomba

Moomba again this year...
Quite fun... Well, didn't exactly play as much as last year... but the 3 hours wait for the fireworks was worth it though
It was pretty cool...

I don't have much to write right now...
Really exhausted... still exhausted from yesterday
A full day of school and then an hour drive to Peninsula for a 30 minutes of baddie game, then another hour of drive back to school, followed by another 30 minutes of drive back home
T.I.R.E.D...
Thank God that 2 hours on the road to and from Peninsula wasn't for nothing... The game turned out great... with us winning comfortably over the Peninsula
Though I feel really sorry for the Peninsula players coz they have to stay back after school and wait for an hour longer than they shoud've because the bloody Melbourne cab companies are so stupid...

Friday, March 11, 2005

Philosophy of winning

When you've come from nothing, winning isn't everything...
It's the only thing

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Anger & Frustration

"It angers me knowing that other people are better than me, but it frustrates me to know that I'm no where near them, and that there's nothing I can do about it"