Me, Myself, and I - That You Don't YET Know

Friday, April 30, 2004

2 Weeks Notice

Wow.. I didn't realize that it has been 2 weeks since I've put up a new post. Well, I guess I should be writing on what has been happening lately. See if I can remember all of it. This term has been a lot better than last term (Last term was a complete shit!). Had lots of ups and down, but ultimately in the end, that's what made you who you are right?

Let me see.. I'll open up this post by proudly saying that I passed my methods test! huahahaha! That was the lowest score I've ever got in hmm.. as long as I can remember, my whole life. At first I thought that I'm gonna fail, in fact, I'm' pretty sure that I was gonna fail, but then a miracle happened and I passed hahaha!
Anyway.. had Anzac assembly this week. And look, I know this has got nothing to do with the things that has been happening lately, but I might as well mention it if I'm gonna make this post a loooong one. I have only one thing to say about it, it was BLOODY BORING! Oh my God!!! There're no other words that can describe how bored and sleepy I was during the whole assembly!
Talking about school, I have to go to the city on Sunday afternoon wearing my school uniform! Gotta go to founders day at St Paul's Cathedral. Worst thing is, my head of house and my tutor won't be there so I have to get my name ticked off from the deputy head of campus! That means I can't get out of it! Arrrkkkhh! And not mentioning that it's gonna be as boring as the anzac assembly, maybe even worse - just like speech night x_x

Anyway, I had a pretty good sleep last night coz it was raining. I don't know why, but it helps me sleep knowing that it's raining outside and I'm under my warm blanket, secure and sound :)
I'm watching Britney's concert on ch 10 right now, I don't know why but I think she loooks.. hmm how should I describe it.. slutty? maybe? I don't know.. but I prefer her when she just made her debut and especially in the "sometimes" video clip where she looks like a good girl rather than what she looks like right now. K.. enough of the comments...

Talk about entertainment, the average joe hawaii's final episode was on last night. I stayed up late just to watch it. The ending wasn't like what I expected it would be. As a matter of fact, the ending was crap! It wasn't a fairy tale ending for neither the average joe, nor the girl. It turns out that looks was a more important factor than personality after all. Now seriously, after watching their two separate dates, I thought that she was gonna choose the average joe over the hunk. And I'm even more convinced that she was gonna dump the hunk during the elimination night, coz when she made her speech, she said something about being worried that he's not ready to take it to the next level, hunk is sort of holding back, gonna follow her instinct, bla bla bla and she chose him! Oh my God! I can't believe it!
And then comes the time when she has to ditched the joe, she said something about he deserved someone who can say that she loves him and she that she was sorry that she wasn't the one. The guy was totally blown off, you could see the look from his face that he was completely devastated. And he took the bus ride home with a broken heart.
But... after that, when the hunk and the girl was having their ultimate trip, she decided to tell him about her "dark secret". Now come on, audience who watched it would've probably thought about something along the line of she had a husband, has a child, she's a guy, etc, etc... But instead she said she used to date Fabio. And the hunk was totally upset and left the beach kicking sands and twigs, packed his bag and ditched her. He only said one line: "put yourself in my position, any guy would've understand my decision"
And I'm just like, staring the TV, thinking "WHO THE HECK IS FABIO!?" and I asked my sis about it. Now I know that she wouldn't have any clue because she has only been watching it once (not including the final), but I asked her anyway coz I was so freaking curious and didn't wanna go to bed thinking 'who the hell is fabio and why is that hunk making such a big deal out of it?'
Anyway.. I had a friend in my tutor group who watched the series, and she asked me the same question, and so did this one other guy that I know. But in turns out that another guy in my tutor group knows who Fabio is and showed me the webpage. He was hm.. I can't remember.. something along the line of being the most beautiful but cheesy guy in the world who chase after beauty paegents, and a lot of women like him or something.. I don't know. But that doesn't answer my question.. why is that hunk making such a big deal out of it and ditched her just because this fabio guy was an ex of hers? He shouldn't think about the past you know.. You got a real beautiful gorgeous hot looking girl in your hands, who picked you out of 25 other guys, and you ditched her!!?? Oh my God! He's such a fag!
Well, in the end the girl kinda regreted her decision I think, coz she remembered the joe saying "I'll be there for you no matter what" before she sent him packing home.

Anyway, enough of the average joe.. I better stop writing soon. Gotta go to bed and get some sleep. I haven't got enought sleep lately and I have to wake up early tomorrow coz I've got basketball at MSAC *sigh*
And guess what, there are two teams: 3rds and 4ths. And it turns out that after the team selection trials, they put me in the 3rds. I'm so freaking shocked. I wanted to move to the lower team coz most of my closer friends are over there and I'm not really close to the ones who are in my current team. In fact, I don't even know half of them! Anway.. I talked to my coach (she was my coach last year, well.. the other team's coach but us two teams have always trained together so I guess she's my coach as well) and she said I couldn't move because I'm supposed to be in my current team. And in the bus, I seeked some help from the 4th team coach, saying that I wanna to his team. And he said I still have to play for my current team this week (which is tomorrow) and he said he'll talk with the other coach next training session. He asked me why I wanted to move, and I said "because I suck!!", and he laughed. I thought it was obvious that I suck that I should be put ini the lowest team..
I just remember something that happened this week in my accounting class. My teacher was away so we had a subsitute teacher, and that teacher was pikacu's netball coach. Here goes to stupid conversation:
M: Can I pls go to the toilet?
--- *silent* ---
T: Are you coming back??
Duuuuh.. Of course I'm coming back! What do you think? What the hell am I gonna be doing in the toilet for 15 minutes?? stupid!

Anyway.. I got my mp3 player last Saturday.. *happy*
Yeah speaking of which I have to stop writing now and finish transfering the mp3 files to the player and tuck myself in under the blanket, otherwise I guarantee that I won't be able to wake up tomorrow morning

Toodles

Thursday, April 15, 2004

I'm bored...

I'm totally completely fully entirely wholly absolutely BORED! Been trying to change the layout for this blog, wrote a few new scripts and codes on the html, but I don't know why it doesn't work *sigh*
Anyway.. I better be doing a bit of a holiday report before I totally forgot what I've done over this past few days - Bad short term memory hahaha (and long term too :P) Went to the city yesterday to look for a friend's birthday present, watch a movie, have lunch. Or rather have .. hm.. what do you call having a meal on 4.30 in the evening ?? That's my breakfast and lunch. Watched 'The Haunted Mansion' on that day, well actually we were gonna watch '50 First Dates' but then they only have a couple of seats left which was located at the third row from the front - So a definite no for that and we changed the preference to Haunted Mansion. It was hillarious, a pretty good movie to watch during the holidays.. I had a good laugh, so didn't regret watching it :)
Today.. what did I do today ?? Again with the short term memory problem.. Ooh.. went to box hill for lunch today, but we ended up eating lunch at 3 pm (again..). Then we went for bubble cup and I had red pearl milk tea without the pearls (hahaha), tastes alright but I prefer my ice green milk tea. Went to 'Bread Top' afterwards to buy the caterpillar bread - which is a basically a normal bread filled with cream which is shaped like a catterpillar, they got two small piece of chocolates as their eyes. And then I went home (obivously.. otherwise I won't be writing this post right now). Me and my sis were actually planning on watching a movie or go bowling at chaddy, but then my bro has got his own plan for the evening so he couldn't drive us to chaddy and I couldn't be stuff walking and there's no bus this late so basically I'm stuck at home. Maybe I'll have a night walk to 7-11, which is just up the road, dunno.. depends...

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

Reflection

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
And be loved for who I am...
(C.A)

I'll be moving to the living room soon, my movie starts in an hour. So I figured that I'll just put up a new post to kill the hour. Hm.. maybe a time for a reflection. Like what Mr. A would say before every single holiday break.
"This is a time for you to rest, relax, and especially to reflect upon what you have done or achieve this term (or year).. whether it's concerning school or things outside the school. Time for you to take a break" - yeah well TELL THAT TO YOUR TEACHERS! Damn there's a hell lot of homework to be done on the holidays! - And I don't have any freaking idea whatsoever over what he would say after those first couple of lines. Exhaustion would've claimed me by then and I would, as usual, sank back into my chair and day dream or plan on what I'm gonna do during the holidays. Anway.. Reflection huh... hmmm (doing a hard thinking - hey! there you go! I've done some hard thinking, so I don't have to start doing my homework today or tomorrow!)

Family - I guess it's been pretty good and I'm glad of it
Friends - It's O.K. Not really good or bad, same as normal - and that's the way I like it, although I kinda miss some of my old ones
School - It has been a little crazy, but I have everything under control, well at least I hope I do
Life - So far, well, what can I say... It's been alright I guess, but like always, could've been better. I have my complaints, but who wouldn't ?

A pretty short reflection heh? Well yeah, you don't suppose I'll write a whole long essay about it right? I've never been good at these kinds of things and don't think I'll ever be :) and for your information, I have no intention of being good at it either. Maybe this few (or many) lines that I picked up from a song (which I'm sure most of you will know) can help me with my reflection post hahaha

I'm 15 for a moment - Caught in between 10 and 20
I'm 22 for a moment - We're on fire
I'm 33 for a moment - A kid on the way, a family on my mind
I'm 45 for a moment - And I'm heading into a crisis, chasing the years of my life
Half time goes by, suddenly you're wise, another blink of an eye - 67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...
I'm 99 for a moment - Dying for just another moment
15 - there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
(F.O.F)

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

Damn u ailz !!!

*Yawn* Today was pretty boring, didn't do anything much. -Newsflash- About two weeks ago, Ailz broke my discman by whacking my bag onto the floor, then somehow.. she made it even worse... So I'm trying to get my brother to buy me either a new discman or a new md or mp3 player. Well he doesn't really mind buying me a new one, but gotta tell dad about it of course, and right now is not really the right time. Wonder if I should buy it here or back at indo. If I decide to buy it at indo, I'm gonna have to wait until the end of this year to buy it. The other option is to get my dad to buy it for me when he goes back there, which is tonight - and you can't really rush in this sort of situation - so I'm stuck with the first plan which is to wait for 8 months before I get a new one. Besides, he doesn't know the types or models or those kind of stuff. On the other hand, if I buy it here, hmm.. wouldn't it be more expensive ?? I talked to my bro about dad not knowing which one to buy and stuff, and he said we could just buy it here and there's no big difference in the price. Hmmmpphh.. I really hate this.
And ailz.. if you're reading this, be thankful that I'm not making you pay for it !!! I told my bro that you "accidently" dropped my bag instead of whacking it.

Sunday, April 11, 2004

Autumn Leaves

The falling leaves, Drift by the window
The autumn leaves, Of red and gold
I miss you most of all, My darling
When autumn leaves start to fall...

C'est une chanson, qui nous ressemble
Toi tu m'aimais et je t'aimais
Nous vivions tous, les deux ensemble
Toi que m'aimais moi qui t'aimais
Mais la vie sépare ceux qui s'aiment
Tout doucement sans faire de bruit
Et la mer efface sur le sable les pas des amants désunis

*Sigh* Autumn is here.. A lot of people will probably say "Autumn's here? That's good news.. Falling leaves, very romantic". Well that's the problem! Falling leaves! Making it twice as hard to clean the pool coz of all the brown yellowish dry leaves! I'm so lazy aren't I? Yeah I admit that.
Went to chaddy with my sis yesterday to take 2x3 photos for my indo id card (hey I'm getting my id this year :D). But then the photo place have ran out of film so we had to go back next week. Bought a cute wine holder for my aunt at indo, gonna pass it on through dad coz he's going back next wednesday. Then we bought some sushi for my bro, ate an extra hot grilled corn at Nandos. My sister had ice red milk tea and I had (obviously) Glo J's cap chiller. That's a hell lot of food! Chaddy was damn crowded and I can tell ya that my sis was excited - hoping to bump into the T-guy at chady. But then I crashed her by telling that there's no way that we're gonna be able to spot him out of hundreds of people walking around chaddy. C'mon.. how small do you think chaddy is ?? The probability is, well, one out of five thousand. Now this is freaky, I'm beginning to talk about maths on my holidays.. I've really been spending too much time in Mr McR's class! AAAaarrgh!
I should probably hit the shower now, can't stand this chlorine smell on my hands...

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

Yabba Dabba Doooo

Nyam, this biscuit tastes good! As usual, I'm sitting here doing nothing - and that's.. the beauty.. of.. holidays! I've been thinking lately, maybe instead of sitting infront of my computer or playing my harvest moon game, I should do something more... productive. I haven't actually done any work that is quite productive. Well ok truthfully.. I haven't done anything productive at all! But then again, I just could not be bothered in doing anything.
Went to the city yesterday and watched Scooby Doo with pikachu. Man it was funny. I'll tell you the bit that I like. This bad guy was like really outraged and was saying something like: "Who do YOU think you are!? Ruining my whole plan!" and the dog went like "SCOOOOBY DOOOBY DOOOOO!" Huahahaha! Maybe it wasn't that funny if you read these lines, but you should've seen it yourself on the big screen. I went for a bit of badminton today, didn't break much of a sweat coz I've only played for like 45 minutes or something.
Damn! Now I'm hungry, and dinner is not until 7! It's like 2 hours away! But then, I'll probably completely forget about my rumbling tummy once I get started on either my online game of fairyland, or my harvest moon. I'm still trying to get my character's wife pregnant you know.. But then, if you think about it, they've only been married about 2 weeks now. Still... This is probably the affect of getting pissed coz of the baby boom game on my mobile, if you know what I mean...
O yeah.. one more thing.. sorry about the window which always comes up everytime you open the webpage. It says something along the line of "Run time error.. Do you wish to debug?". Yeah.. something like that.. Well just click 'no' and ignore it. It's an error coz the server couldn't take the comment code anymore. Still remember I got the words: "comments (0)" besides the "///posted by Tuxedo_Snoopy date/time"? If you don't, just ignore this part of my post. Yeah well, it doesn't work anymore. I'll try spend some time reading the code and fix it up, the last time I try to do it, I messed up the whole layout.

Sunday, April 04, 2004

PC Games

Just woke up half an hour ago, then I had dumplings for my lunch. Gee.. I never eat breakfast during the holidays, except when I needed to wake up early to go somewhere of course... Man... This is the beauty of the holidays. Wake up whenever we want, do whatever we want, it's B.E.A.U.tiful!! That's the line from 'Bruce Almighty' in case you haven't notice. Anyway.. I'm going off track now. Gonna download some of the pc programs soon, but before that, I'm gonna have to fix my SIMS package. It's a bit stuffed up, I have to un-install and re-install the whole thing again *sigh*. Anyway.. I'm looking forward to downloading the old Dyna Blaster on my computer again. Man, how I love that game. O yeah, one more thing, if there's any of you who knows a website where I can download the Harvest Moon game for PC, could you please let me know as soon as possible? Thnx planetcasper@hotmail.com

Friday, April 02, 2004

F.R.E.E.D.O.M

Holiday!!!!!!! YES!! YIHA!!! Finally!!! Hurray!!! Ok.. I think I'm over reacting now.. Anyway.. Holidays has started! Yay! Yuhu! Haleluya! K.. Here I go again.. I need to chill up for a bit now.
Fiuh.. no more homeworks or assignments or tests or SACs for 2 weeks. Well actually, I still have some homework to do which is mostly due on the first day back, got a test and a SAC on the first week back. But, yeah well.. Screw that.. I'll deal with that later. I'm not gonna do any work during the first half of the holidays whatsoever! Hmm.. been thinking about it, I don't think 2 weeks of holidays is enough considering what we have done and been through this term. But at least that's better than nothing right? Hey.. I just realized that I'm being quite positive here, first time in a few weeks, not after the disasters that happened to me for the past few weeks. I'm S.M.I.L.I.N.G... Just like what my friend told me to do. Well now I can say that I put up a big smile on my face, with nothing to worry about, except what I'm gonna do to fill up my holidays, but that's not a big deal. I'm sure there's a lot of fun and relaxing things to do (hard to say this when you're in Melbourne).. Oh well, I can manage.
I better go now, gonna go get some dinner, so freaking hungry! Although I haven't got any idea of what I wanted to eat.
And by the way, I think pikachu is probably dead by now, haven't seen her put up a new posts in.. let's see.. 2 months now.. Probably got electrocuted by her own lightings and thunder bolts somehow hahaha!
Catcha later...