Last Post Of The Year (I think)

I'm still pissed off but not as much as I did on Thursday. Someone's not in a good temper lately (not me), dunno why, it's just making my time during this holidays from 'bad' to 'worse'.
I've got nothing to do at the moment so I thought 'why not post something on this blogger for the very last time this year?'. I'm goin to Gold Coast tomorrow for a week, and then to Sydney for another week. I'll be back on the 3rd of January next year so this will probably be my last post till then. I'll be spending this year's christmas at GC and new year at Sydney. I don't know whether I'm excited or not, considering the fact that this is the only long trip that I'm going to during this holidays.. but really, I prefer to go back to indo hahaha. For everyone that I still kept in touch with through emails, I probably wouldn't be able to reply your emails till I've finish my trip. And for everyone who wants me to bring something back from GC, I'll try to find whatever you want me to look for and at least bring something back for you.. Don't worry :)
I haven't start packing yet, I couldn't be bothered, really.. Gotta go to chady and buy something for the trip. I don't think it will take that long though I prefer to stay there rather than go back home and face that crappy mood of someone's *ceh*. Better go and start packing now.. If I don't add up anything else tonight, I guess I'll see u guys (or girls.. whoever is paying attention to this blog) next year.
Merry Christmas to whoever is celebrating it, I hope you'll have a happy warm christmas. Let the peace, the joy, and the love of God be poured onto you and your family this Christmas. God bless you!
And I think this one is for everyone.. Happy New Year 2004! Wishing you all the best throughout the upcoming year!
C ya next year on my first post hahaha!

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K.. i don't know what I'm feeling right now.. I had an enjoyable time today.. very fun indeed.. but right now I am SO PISSED OFF! It's a long story.. really.. and you're lucky that I am willing to share all this crap with you and sit infront of this computer and write this long story while calming myself down.. For those of you who can't be bothered listening (or reading) all this things that I did today and a certain part of this day that made me so pissed off.. I suggest that you skip this post and don't read it at all..

I should probably start with writing all those things that made me happy today instead of beginning this post with writing all the crap that made me very angry (consdering the fact that I really need to calm myself down..) K, first... we went to red rooster for lunch, can't say anything much about it. Then.. oh yeah!! I went to cherry farm today to pick all those cherries. Nyammm.. tasted so sweet! But I guess a lot of people has already picked all the good ones so we're only left with the small ones and only a few of the good ones. And it was raining today, but this wasn't what made me so pissed off. All my friends got wet except for me, I was dry, well not exactly perfectly dry, my jumper got soaked with water but my t-shirt was completely dry hahaha. I stole the umbrella from my friend and share it with my other friend, but it was pretty small to be shared by 2 people and that's how I got my jumper soaking wet. And then we went to some kind of a mountain or hill (I'm not sure) called Arthur's seat.. a very nice place. We were actually going to take a ride on the chairlift (although we can't really see anything coz it's foggy) but the place was closed. And then we went to Murray Point Lookout, which is also around Arthur's. It's like the observatory lookout at Mount Dandenong. If people say that Mt Dandy's observatory thingy is a best romantic place at night coz you can actually see all those lights from the city, I'd have to say that this lookout point was the best place during daylight. The scenery was really beautiful! The sky was blue and the sea was (obviously) blue.. Beautiful horizon laying infront of my eyes.. Can't really tell the difference between the sea and the sky coz they were so blue! Hahaha.. what the hell am I talking about.. yeah well you see.. the blue colour was similar so it's really hard to tell the difference between the sky and the sea if you don't spend some time looking at it properly. Then we went to.. hm.. let me se.. i forgot hahaha.. ooh.. we went to Mornington beach! Again.. it's a very good place with great scenery! We can actually see the lookout point that we went to before surrounded by fog.. A very nice beach.. Can't describe it in words, they're just not enough to describe the beauty of nature (again.. you'll probably thinking what the hell am I talking about :P). Went to a place called Santa's Place afterwards. It's kind of a place where they sell christmas trees and all those christmas ornaments, it's a really nice shop. Then a funny thing happened at my friend's place.. but I can't be bothered writing the whole story right now since what I've written so far and what I'm gonna write after this 'happy time' is gonna be a long one. We had dinner at this one thai restaurant near the city. Again, Nyam!!! I was so full afterwards.. K.. I've finish the story about my 'happy time' today and so far, I wasn't pissed at all.

Now let's get to the point where I got really angry shall we? I won't get to the detail that much, let's just say that I'm pissed with one of the members of my family coz of some stupid reason. Well actually, it's two of 'em. That's not all.. I wonder why I couldn't live a day of being very happy without getting pissed afterwards..

K ... enough of this .. I'm too pissed off to continue .. I should probably go to bed and see if I'll get any better tomorrow. For those of you who's reading this blog and understands my situation.. thnx a lot..
C ya in my next post, and hopefully I'm not angry or as pissed as I am right now..

This post has been edited on Sunday, 4th January 2004 12:18am. Original post was posted on Thursday 22 Jan, 10:51:23 PM | Tuxedo_Snoopy *-*

There's A Limit

Didn't do anything much today.. didn't feel like doing anything. Spent my day watching 3 movies (2 dvds and 1 vcd). Feeling a bit fragile right now.. I don't know why.. Not only in the academic field, but also in sports..
I got one of my VCE study score today. I don't know whether it's classified as great or average. I guess from my point of view, I would take it as above average. But then say I got the similar results for my other study scores, I guess I wouldn't be able to reach my expectation at the end of high school. I know you guys would probably say it's still a long way to go, but although it's a long way, it will still be here right? It's just a matter of when it's going to be here.
In sport (speaking as if I'm good in the whole sport area, while truth is I can only manage to do well in one of them), I feel like I'm not improving as much as I used to.
Summing up.. it's like I've reached my limit.. can't reach higher than what I can and I've had reach right now... Feeling a bit (or a lot) pesimistic right now.. not good.. not good at all..

Late Night News

Man.. I suck at badminton .. I had a really good time playing but the standard was way off my usual ones... *sigh* Ever heard of that saying 'All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy', I think I would change that to suit my condition 'All play and no training makes me a dull badminton player'
Had lunch at China Town today.. The food was alright but the size of the dish was immensly large!

What A Day...

I did a quite range of activities today yet I don't know whether I've enjoyed today or not. I felt happy and cheerful at some point of my life today, but at some point, I really felt like shit! But I guess I don't feel like writing the whole lot of story on this blog right now. Here's the thing.. I don't really like sharing ALL my feelings with the public coz I am, by the actual fact, classified as an introvert (even my counselling teacher told me so when I got my IQ test back. And so just you know, she said this introvert and extrovert thingy can affect our IQ's) I can be really shy with people that I don't know really well, but when I get close to that person, I can be really really really and I mean really talkative...
Had a bbq with some friends today, and then I went to the beach afterwards.. Well, not exactly 'went to the beach' coz we were only sitting in a car and enjoyed the view from the our windows. Did it a couple of times though ... I actually went out of the car and stand on the seashore for a couple of minutes, enjoying the view without a piece of glass between us which separates the beauty of actually standing on the beach rather than seeing the view from behing the windscreen of the car. OK I don't know what I'm talking about right now.. It would probably be better off if I change the topic..
Went to Chadstone with my sis to buy the Gold Coast theme park tickets, and had a cup of Gloria Jean's cappucino chiller (nyam.. my favourite.. especially with the cream and lost of chocolate sprinkles on top!), then we went and had some sushi.. and I ended up too full for dinner ..

Teddy Bear

Didn't feel like writing anything yesterday.. I cleaned my wardrobe yesterday (finally...) so tyring. You know what I could use? A big walk-in-closet (WIR) like the one I used to have back when I was still living in Carnegie, which is about 2 years ago. Boy how I missed living in Carnegie.. It's a very convinient place. Close to the train station (only around 5 minutes walk), pretty close to the bus stop (15 minutes walk) and close to the main street where I can buy some food. It's also close to the supermarket and only 20 minutes away from the city by train. While living at Chadstone is quite a pain in the ass (no offense to anyone who lives at this suburb). Took me 20 minutes to walk to the train station from where I live, and the worse thing is that when I'm walking back home, the road is uphill. And another 30 minutes to go to the city. But it's close to the bus stop though.. Only 3 minutes walk. However, it's still 35-40 minutes to get to school by bus every single morning during the weekdays and another 35-40 minutes in the evening. That's a waste of almost 1 1/2 hours of my life! That's why I always get pissed off if my discman has a low battery and couldn't work. I have 2 news, one good and one bad. First, the good news.. it's pretty close to Chadstone Shopping Centre.. in fact, only 5 minutes by bus. The bad news is, it takes 20-25 minutes by foot. *sigh*
Anyway.. I'm running out of track now .. back to my wardrobe and closet thingy.. I could also use one of those closets with the hangers that can spin around automatically whenever we open the door, so that we can know what clothes we have and wouldn't break much of a sweat on choosing our clothes everyday. Just like the ones in 'clueless' if you know what I mean. If you don't, oh well, I can't explain it anymore further, that's the best that I can do.
Now.. back to my today's activity. Went to Southland Shopping Centre today. I was actually planning on watching a movie but then someone has already watched it so we tried to watch another movie. But because of some reasons (I couldn't be bothered writing down the reasons), we didn't end up watching any movie. I bought a friend a teddy bear for a christmas present, but I liked the teddy bear myself. So Chrissy, who hasn't gave me an x'mas present yet, bought me that teddy bear.. so it's like buying the teddy bear for myself (hahaha). It's really nice though, pure white fur, wears a baby-blue robe and one of those sleeping hat. And by the way, I saw a teddy bear with a belly button on it! I know this might sound a bit strange to you, but really.. if you think about it.. how many times have you seen a teddy bear with a belly button on it before? Well I've never seen one before so it's quite interesting hahaha...

Not Me, Not I .. Who is it then???

I can't stand the heat!!! Aarrkkhh .. so bloody hot!!! By the way, nothing exciting happened today so there's actually no point of posting anything onto the blog today. But since I've got nothing to do, I'll just tell whoever's paying attention to this blog what I did today. Woke up at 1.30 pm (I'm really turning into a bat) after spending last night chatting to my friends on msn.. and as it turns out, I slept at 3 in the morning. Two of my friends who I spoke to last night were crazy, hype, mad, extreme.. Those four words were even insufficient to describe what they were like last night .. but other words in the dictionary that has the same close meaning to the word crazy, can be used to describe the state of their feelings and emotions last night.. I wonder why they were acting crazy like that.. Was it because of the full moon? (Just in case you didn't notice, it was a full moon last night, very bright.. beautiful night indeed)
Anyway.. didn't do anything much today. Had lunch, then watched 2 old movies (Summer holidays and God of Gamblers III), took a shower, had dinner, and last but not least.. sit infront of this computer and write this post...
I'm currently listening to Delta Goodrem - Not Me, Not I

Me in a Bottle

Aaahh.. what could be nicer than a cold shower on a hot day.. By the way.. I really should be putting a lot of effort into cleaning my wardrobe. It a terrible mess! Everytime I open the door, something would fall out, that's why I've been avoiding in opening that door ever since. Well, you see... during the school days, I've been telling myself that I'm gonna clean that mess up during the holidays, and now that the holidays are here.. I just couldn't be bothered in doing any work around the house. But today I've still managed to do my weekly chore, which is to clean the pool. And by actual fact, I did it today under the blazing rays of the hot sun! Hope I wouldn't get any sunburn.. I was suppose to do it every Sunday (which is actually yesterday) but as you all know (and I'm sure you knew if you've been keeping track of my blog) I went out with my friends yesterday, so I couldn't do it. And I'd rather do it today rather than doing it tomorrow, which is an even hotter day for melbourne. And if I don't do it in any of these days, than I'm screwed.. coz the pool water will turn into somekind of a slimy green colour and believe me.. it's gross!!! I don't want to have to scrub the walls from those algaes and other disgusting things that's attached to it.

I really miss calling people until midnight (making full use of the free optus time) and listening to 'stories'.. And by 'people' I mean.. well you know who u are..
I'm sure you guys know the 'genie in a bottle' song by christina aguilera.. well I think the first couple of lines suits my condition right now.. except I have to change it a little bit (hehehe).. Now it's 'me in a bottle' instead of 'genie in a bottle'

I feel like I've been locked up tight
For a century of lonely nights
Don't have anything to do
Or anyone to call...

Dear Blogitz,

Just got back home.. Had to take a shower again, and that was the second time for today. Usually.. I only take showers twice a day only during the school days, or when I go out during the weekends (ncluding sport of course). Never actually do it twice in a day during the holidays. Coz I woke up around noon anyway, so what's the point of taking it twice?
Anyway.. Baddie was actually quite fun today, despite the fact that I played really really badly. Maybe that's a result of not having a regular training like usual and also for not moving around since the start of this holidays. Can't do the drop shots and the smashes properly. Oh well.. the most important thing is that I actually enjoy playing with my friends. Feels good to be back in the civilization after a couple of days of just staying at home. Chrissy came along too, she ended up playing baddie with the four of us.
And then the five of us had dinner at Doncaster afterwards. I won't say the name of the restaurant, but I'll have to say that the service was pretty crap! The waitress was so unbeliavable (except for 1), they didn't even smile when they were serving us and act as though they own the place or something.. Hey guys! Lemme tell you something.. the customers are the kings and queens! Treat us with some respect will ya!? And you won't believe this one guy.. I told him that the ice cream machine wasn't working, and he didn't do anything except telling me something about it's not working coz it is out of ice cream. Duhhhh!!! DON'T YOU THINK I KNOW THAT!? BLOODY #$%^&*@#$ !!! I told you because I want you to refill the ice cream! Not to JUST tell me that it's out of ice cream! The food was alright, but it wasn't that great... And also, coz it's a barbeque thing, I ended up with a smelly elmo jumper afterwards.. Luckily, my hair didn't smell too ..
By the way.. it was pretty damn hot today! Scorching! My lips were dry and it hurts a lot (Forgot to bring my lip balm, although someone has always reminded me to take it everywhere I go, just in case the weather is so hot like it is today hehehe) Can't believe that it's gonna be around 30 degrees on tomorrow and around 36 on tuesday.. I'm so not going out! Otherwise I'll probably get a sun-burn afterwards.. sure don't want that to happen...

And to pikachu - If it has a pretty big and fat body than it's a fly.. If it has a thin body and thin legs, than it's a mosquito. By the way, you don't catch flies with your hand.. It's just disgusting. You do that with mosquitoes, but not with flies.

SPORT !!!!

Fuuh.. Just finish having a shower.. The courts are fully booked at msac.. So I'll probably run off to mel u and play there.. Anyway.. gotta get ready and catch the train now. I'll probably post some more later. But just a short one for the mean time. Catcha later...

Express Delivery

So tired... although I didn't do much today hehehe.. Anyway.. Didn't go to the city like I planned yesterday. Postponed it to tomorrow coz I didn't think that I can wake up early in the morning coz I ended up sleeping at 3.30 am after spending some time chatting with my friends last night. Something came up and my friend couldn't make it so I guess I'm not going to the city tomorrow. But instead, I've decided to do some sport, maybe I'll have a couple of baddie games at Albert Park tomorrow. You know.. get this body and muscles working. Preventing myself from turning into a fat pig from sitting on my butt, infront of this computer for the past week or so.
By the way, just got back from a neighbour's birthday party. It went for about 3 1/2 hours. So tyring. Didn't actually wanna go, but unfortunately.. I have to go, just for the sake of it.
K.. I'm off to watching some movies now. Hope they've screened some good movies on Channel 10 tonight. My bro has somehow managed to record all of those programmes on channel 10 from 7pm - 11.30 pm every single day of the week.

Cya at my next post

Simulation World

Fuuh.. Just had a long warm shower, feels good :D. By the way, if it is any of your interests to know what I've been doing today (and I doubt it), I was actuall doing the same regular thing that I've been doing for the past a week or so, which is sitting infront of my computer. However, I didn't chat with my friends on msn or play 'the sims' like I always did when it involves my computer. So I watched the matrix instead, coz today I felt like watching the matrix again.. so I watched the first two parts of the trilogy (of course without watching the third one again coz it's not out on dvd yet..).
Most people said that the revolution was a lot better than reloaded, but I still prefer the story line and the actions in reloaded. I like the freeway scene and those against-the-law-of-gravity movements, and also not-forgetting the funny storyline with the superman bit in it :P
By the way, have to stay up til late tonight coz I promised two of my crazy friends to chat with them. And since there're 4 hours difference between where I am and where they are now, the chat thingy won't start until 2.30 am tonight (or yesterday if you say so)
And now.. back to playing the sims again (another simulation...) and then I'm having dinner *sluuurp*

Bored, Unemployed, Addicted

Been playing the sims for the past 5 hours in a row now.. Geez.. that can really give you the picture of how bored I am during this holidays. I think I should make my days more productive rather than just waking up at 12 in the afternoon and sit down in front of the computer for the rest of the day. By the way.. I'm not as lazy as you think. I mean I've been going to bed at 2 am for the past few days. So... really... if you think about it, I only slept for 10 hours and it's the same thing with sleeping at 11 and waking up at 9. I think I'm turning into some kind of a night creature like a bat or dracula or something. Sleep during the day and awake at night...
Anyway.. back to the previous plan of doing some activities during the holidays. But really, I can't think of any. Lets just say I wanna go and watch a movie, there's no interesting movie playing in the cinemas right now. I COULD go and do some sport like play some games of baddie, but I've got no one to play with. There's no way that I'm gonna hire a court at some place and play against the wall! Or mayble I can look for a job or something. But I'll be going to Sydney and Gold Coast soon, and I don't wanna have to reject an offer if they accept me to work at their place. Then what's the point of looking for a job now? So really... the only thing left for me to do is stay at home and screw around with the computer. But you can't really call that an activity. Oh well.. there's nothing I can do about it..
Talking about computers and the sims, I can get my simulation guy to marry another woman.. Dunno why.. the love meter shows that the relationship is 100 (which is the maximum), and she allows my simulation guy to kiss her, hug her, and all that kind of stuff but when it gets to the proposing matter, she'll say no. Now what the heck is wrong with that woman!?!? Geez!
Not mentioning that in my other playstation game, Harvest Moon, in which I was a young man trying to cope with my new lifestyle as a farmer in a new village. I can marry this one character alright.. but can't get her pregnant! Well the thing in this game is that you have to give gifts to her every single day to get her pregnant, and I did.. but no babies! Not even ONE baby! Geez! *You can comment me on this stuff*

I wanna play 'The Sims'

Just got back from chady (OPSM) to repair my glasses with the broken nosepad. Luckily they have the exact same one there so I don't have to get one of my friends to take it to Indo with them to repair it. Otherwise I'll have to survive seeing without my glasses for a month or so.. coz my other glasses is (again..) broken and pikacu has taken it back with her to indo so that it can be repaired. Damn! What's with me and breaking all those glasses heh!? Happens everytime with my glasses.. Dunno how many times I've changed my glasses .. Probably about seven or eight times now, or maybe more than that hahaha
Concentrating on playing 'The Sims' right now. Finally got some computer games to play with. Coz now that I've played too much 'Zoo Tycoon' and 'Roller Coaster Tycoon', I got pretty bored with them and can't be stuffed playing with it anymore. I'm actually the type of person who gets bored fairly quickly.
Something funny happened yesterday. I met this one friend on msn. I haven't been in contact with her since she moved back to Indo for her study about a year ago. Sadly, I didn't realize that it was her! I thought she was one of my other friend back when I was still studying in Indo! So the conversation kept on going without either of us realizing this situation! It went on for about half an hour until she talked about my school (used to be 'our' school). Stuff about our school that my other Indo friend wasn't suppose to know. So from that moment, I realized that she wasn't who I thought she is, and I freaked out... It was really funny coz she didn't even realize all of this although I call her 'Yi' (which is my other friend's name) a couple of times when I was talking to her

Indescribable Emotion

I am SOOOOOOOOOO pissed! Stupid games! Most of them didn't work properly when I tried it (Error) and the rest of them sucks! And if I try to re-install all the games, it'll just crash my computer! Bah! 8 hours and all that work for nothing! I'm so not going to install all of those games anymore and not even going to bother about it anymore! The heck with it!
And believe it or not.. I broke my glasses again.. well it's not totally broken but I lost one of those nose pads thingy *sigh*
By the way, I found one of my bro's old games. Sonic Run.. I love it so much. Used to spend hours playing with it on the computer back when I was still living in Carnegie. I've never played that game anymore since we moved here last year, coz I don't know why it's not on my comp anymore. Till this evening, when I browsed through all my bro's computer CDs and I found it! YAY!

Dunno what I should write for the title

Finished installing all the games. Spent 5 hours last night and another 3 hours this morning to install and copy all those cds. So it better work otherwise I'll be really really pissed off. Not that I'm not right now, coz it took a bloody long time to install and copy all those data. Not mentioning that there was this one game in particular, I installed it, and it deleted most of my documents in my folder! And guess what!? It happened twice! It's all Ailz's fault! (She told me not to write this line, but I'm gonna do it anyway, just to piss her off hahaha). She's sitting beside me right now, browsing through all my vcds and dvds.
Gonna eath spaghetti for dinner! slurrrp! Hmm.. I better go and check whether the games can be played on my computer or not.. It better be worth it! Considering the fact that I've spent approximately 8 hours in trying to get it to work on my computer!