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Looking at the title you must have known that I'm either really pissed right now, or too lazy that I couldn't be bothered thinking of any good topic to write. Well actually, both suits me right now, but I'm more to being really pissed right now. Can't explain why, and I don't think anyone knows why. Look, it's not like one thing happened and suddenly I'm in a really shit mood. It's kinda a built up of many simple yet exasperating things. Like a volcano... hiding the anger and feelings deep down inside, below the surface, for years and years until one day, when it errupted out to the surface, and bursed out uncontrollably. But in my case, it's days after days instead of years. I'm seriously beginning to feel that life gets worse and worse every single day. As much as I wanted to, I couldn't get rid of this shitty feeling out of my ... heart ?? or maybe head ?? I don't know.. I don't want to think about it, but when I'm alone, all by myself, I couldn't stop thinking about it. I really hope that I can get brainwashed somehow, just to forget everything that has happened to me for the past two months or so, although I know that only time can heal it.
Life is seriously getting worse for me... what happened this morning and what will happen tomorrow will just make my life even 'perfect'. Maybe this isn't a very good line of thought...

Memorandum

The computer's a bit stuffed up today, and it's getting on my nerves. Typing up some stuff for the end-of-year grammarian memorandum at the moment. I'm in charge of writing the 1st team baddie report, and it has to be around 500 words. Have absolutely no idea of what I'm gonna write about the season. Well, actually I do, I know I have to write stuff about how we won/lose, the team members, and thanks to the coach, but all of those is not gonna make a 500 words essay (not even close actually if you think about it). Oh well, I'm just gonna have to figure something out... Maybe some elements of bull-shitting or somewhere along those lines will do.
I couldn't get out of this tasks. I was asked to do the same thing 2 years ago, when I was still doing softball. Firstly, my coached asked pikachu to do it, but then pikachu didn't wanna do it so my coach had to pick someone else. And.. she picked me.. But then I use the as an ESL student as an excuse of not doing it. I told her I had a broken English 'Me speak no English, me English no good", and she laughed. Well she ended up asking someone else to do it, but that person didn't end up submitting the report to the teacher in charged, so our team wasn't recorded on the grammarian. I was pretty pissed coz it was a pretty memorable time for me. Not only coz my coach was a really really really nice coach, but also coz that was my first team sport ever, my first sport at oz and first sporting season. You know how it is at Indo.. well if you don't know, I'll tell you know, maybe it will make you jealous. At Indo, the sport is not compulsory, it's not as tight as it is here. Even in P.E, if you don't bring your uniform, then you can just sit there and chat with your friends.. No detentions.. No warning.. No nothing... Pretty nice huh!?
Anyway.. I coulndn't get out of doing the grammarian thing this time. I asked the coach whether I have to do it or can someone else do it. She said because I'm the captain of the team, I have to be the one who writes it. Damn! Better start typing something up now...

Lets Go Barnett.. Lets Go !!!

Not gonna write a long one coz I'm gonna have dinner soon. Hey, I've just realised that I've been putting up a lot of posts lately. Not that I'm in a mood of writing or anything, I guess it's just a feeling of guilt coz I haven't been writing for quite a long time lately and even if i post up a new entry, it'll just be about how crap my current school life is or how i hate my homeworks and stuff.
Anyway.. forgot to mention this on my previous post. Me and my partner came 3rd in the APS doubles tournament last Saturday. Yeah, basically that's all I wanted to say. Geelong grammar came first followed by wesley and then us.
Amazingly, my house came second in the house aths today. Don't know how it could happen but I'm quite impress with the senior house coz they came first in the senior division. They kinda had a come back at the last minute during the relays, especially the parlouf relays. Luckily at that time I have finished my job as a sport official so I could join the rest of the house up at the stands, cheering whilst watching them. Well, not exactly cheering coz I don't like to shout and stuff, but at least I contributed in the clapping and stuff. Anyway.. I had to help the triple jump today, recording measurements and raking the pit and stuff like that. Pretty boring and it was pretty damn scorching too, but as I said before, I'm only doing it just to get out of competing in any of the events. At least it's better than only sitting around at the stands watching people doing whatever they are doing down there right?
I better join my family to eat dinner now, I think they've already started eating coupla minutes ago

Instant Post

Did my chores for today, except doing my homework of course (hahaha). Seriously, I can't be stuffed doing any of it and by the way, I didn't end up doing any of the accounting stuff on Friday - typical me. Cleaned the pool just now and had a shower afterwards coz I couldn't stand the smell of chlorine which sticked on my hand.
I have lots of emails waiting for me in my inbox right now, but I'm not in the mood of reading them nor replying them. I think I've been getting even lazier and lazier every day.
Gonna watch 'The Duke of Mount Deer' soon. I'm up to episode 28 at the moment, which is pretty bad coz I'm only half way day considering the fact that I've been trying to watch it for the past 2 weeks or so. Homeworks?? Screw it!
Oops.. gotta go now.. I was cooking some water to make my instant noodle and now it's ready. Instant noodle for lunch - pretty pathetic huh!? Anyway.. I never eat breakfast on Sunday mornings coz I'm most likely to be waking up at 11 or 12 in the afternoon, so my day started with lunch hahaha.

Friday !!!

I don't know why but I feel like writing today. Maybe it's because I'm in a pretty good mood. I wish I can write "No homework! Yay!", but unfortunately, I can't. Well at least I only have 2 homeworks to do (well actually three), sounds a lot, but it's still better than the last couple of weeks. 2 for economics: some wall street project and a port folio, which is due on the second week of next term or something like that, so I still have time .. A loooot of time, so I guess I'll worry bout it later. Got accounting overlap to do, and I'll probably start doing it after I finish writing this blog. It's pretty pathetic huh? Doing homework on Friday night? Well.. it's because I prefer to finish my homework before Saturday, so after I got back from my Saturday matches, I can just watch TV and fall asleep until dinner, and I can enjoy my whole Sunday.
We're having house athletics at Olympic Park on Monday. Not being pessimist or anything, but I don't think my house have any chances of winning it. Well we, or rather they, still have the chance of winning, but I wouldn't put high hopes or bet on it. Oh well, see how we go. By the way, I'm one of the sports official.. I think I'm in charge of triple jump or something like that. I'm just doing it so that I could get out of actually doing any sport on that day, without having to feel guilty of sitting back and doing nothing. It's better than nothing right? At least I'm helping in some way, better than just staying home and not caring about anything like most of the other Asians do (no offense to anyone).
Having an APS Doubles tournament tomorrow, pretty excited, and nervous.. Hope I'll do well tomorrow otherwise it'll just make my life even worse than it has been for the past few weeks.
Anyway.. I should probably go now, maybe start doing my accounting overlap .. but I don't think I will. I'll probably just sit there infront of my desk, macking around instead of picking up a pencil and start writing. Well if I think about it, yeah.. there's a better chance that I'll mack around instead of doing any work

Catcha later...

Too pissed - can't create a title

I'm really pissed at the moment.. well for those of you who are quite close to me, I think you'd know the reason why I'm so pissed right now. I'm not gonna write it here coz it's .. well .. look, i'm just not gonna write it ok. One day and everything changes.. and it just happens that I can't run away from it as much as I wanted to
I don't feel like writing a long post right now, got so much to do, having a test tomorrow and i'm not optimistic about it

Grand Pr1x

Not that I'm gonna talk about lots about Grand Prix that was on yesterday.. I didn't even go there and watch it. I'm not too interested in that kind of stuff, besides, i don't think it's worth it to pay something around $65 to watch all the cars infront of you only for a split second - No offense to anyone who like to do this stuff, it's just my own personal feelings - I heard although you can't even tell the difference between those cars, I mean.. you can't even tell who's at the number one spot, who's at the second, etc (without making assumptions of course). Yeah so anyway, I didn't spend my whole weekend watching the grand prix.
Anway.. I think I'm gonna write a pretty long entry today, since I felt guilty not writing for quite a while. You can probably tell the difference of when I have school and when I'm on the holidays. I mean.. you can tell that I posted a new entry almost every single day during the holidays, and now.. lemme see.. 1 post every 2 weeks or so ??
Went to Moooooomba (sounds like a cow.. Moo Mooooo) on Saturday. Didn't win any prize *sigh*, but the fireworks was pretty good though. Didn't actually get to enjoy it coz I was on the phone with one of my friends trying to explain where I was - Took more than 20 minutes for her to know where me and my friends were.
Back to grand prix.. so instead of watching it, I went to crown and watched 'Monalisa Smile', it was pretty good but the ending's not like what I expected.
Haven't check my inbox for a looooong time, so much to read and reply and I'm soooo lazy and couldn't be bothered doing it. I'm copying 'The Sims Superstar' that I borrowed from my friend last week, so i'm pretty annoyed on how this computer can be really slow when it's burning a CD. Makes all the words I typed only appear 5 seconds later, it gets pretty annoying... Well, I'm not gonna tell you every single detail of what I did during this long weekend - can't be stuffed mentioning all of it. I gotta run now and do my assignment *sigh* Tell you what the head of campus said last Friday, he said all the students should take a break during the long weekend, don't put too much stress on it bla bla bla. Yeah well, tell that to your teachers! How do you expect us to enjoy the long weekend and take a break with all those homeworks, assingments, etc! Bloody hell!
Had 2 tests on Thursday, and a SAC of Friday. 2 back-to-back tests (period 3 and 4), and worse of all, I had it in the same room. So instead of going out from the room heading to lockers like everyone did, I was just sitting there with pikachu waiting for the next teacher to give out our next test for the day. By the way, I had accounting and economics test on that day. And a Business Management SAC on the first period on Friday morning.. I'm really beginning to really hate school now, not that I didn't hate it before, well not as much anyway...